Tuesday, September 15, 2009

4th day...

same result early lay on the bed din mean thats can fall asleep early...stil alot things to think...
haiz...today when class suddenly feel that alot of thing i can't follow...my speed are so slow...and i always keeping dreaming...i wanna stop it...when i just can make it??i wan focus but it make me miss her more...i think i love her..but she wont...may be she already treat he as her future husband...so no more chance for others stupid idiot guys...when i just can let it go??i know just the time problem...hope i din hope that i will let it go..may be i really love her too deep...yaya...the day that din have her i dunno how to pass...i really cant imagine that how i could live without her....
it's truth...argh...god,please help me...should i just let it go...just now i do 心理测验 they cal me dun make to much hope in love and dun love too deep when just begining of starting love...because it will hurt me...yaya...i feel that is truth..because i really get hurt many times....yaya...may be just let it go...let it fly...dun think too much..just normal friend....less comunicate will help me solve the problem easier....so dun too close..keep a distance between her n me....yaya...hai should do that..i think i could do that just depends on i wan to do it or not only....cheer up la....gd nite and sweet dreams...

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