14th day....

today wake up quite early...7.15am...cuz wanna go training...haiz..today cnt do pig ald...then bath lo...then go n fetch my sis go makan....reach ah sir house...aiyoyo...he stil din wake up...cal him 2 time oso no answer...suak lo...go eat 1st....haha...my darling reply me ald...she just wake up...then i cal 2 thing to eat...wah...early morning tiok eat 2 thing sure fat liao...then go training....say 8am start training wan...my coach 9.30am juz reach...haha...he always is super sai lang ald xi guan his style....ko say he wake up early...then i shoot him...yalo..wake up very early...cal him 2 times no ppl answer...haha...he diam diam...suak lo...start training...aiyoyo....no energy train oso...always lik that wan...i'm lazy...haiz...nvm lo....tahan tahan tahan...tahan til 12pm...finally can finish...go home ald....then c tiok my darling call me...aiyoyo...gai liao la...but cal her she din answer oso...nvm lo...then bring my sis go makan 'tomyam'..haiz...then my darling call lai liao...she say ntg ald...haiz...i know sure have smth happen ald....she juz keep in her heart...haiz...nvm lo....my sis eat tomyam...i eat fried maggi...aiyoyo...i ald finish v long ald...my sis wan ko din come....ask the auntie say kk come ald...nia mai...ko take for oth ppl....then cal my sis go and ask her lo....then she say kk...come come come liao....i wanna f*** her ald...knn leh...suak lo...mana tahu when she come...she take 2 bowl come...aiyoyo...i juz cal 1 bowl...walao....stupid...my sis ald pay...she dunno i din eat....haiz...nvm lo....eat lo...haiz...lunch ko eat 2 thg again...walao...sure fat fat liao....then i sms with my darling...i saw she send for me eh msg...when i saw that 1 last chance...i'm very sorry to say that i really lost my all confidence again...if normal ppl i think they wil say wont let her do lik tis...but i choose to 沉默....haiz...i'm sorry....i think if i say gv him last chance....then i stil left how many 1 year to wait for u again....if i say i wont let u do lik tis...may be the thg wil become worst and worst...but i really just think that i dun wan u to do lik tis....i reali feel so sad, tat time i reali feel v down...smmr i feel that i start tired...sorry, darling...i din reply then i choose to 'tao bi' answer this...when u need my support i choose to 'tao bi' i reali damn bullshit...after u told me that everything is fine...and he xiang tong ald...i still cant believe on u...i thought u ald give him a chance...sorry, i'm sorry i think that to u...darling, i'm sorry please forgive me....i reali love u...i reali cant live without u...i reali nit u....sorry, darling..i did so many wrong thing to u...i should trust u...but i din do it....i feel v 惭愧 to u....i'm sorry...i love u darling....gd nite n sweet dream....