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Wat a wonderful tonite...but still have some imperfect...haiz...
already very late is time to sleep...but my mind still have alot of thing....
so just keep thinking about it...family, school, work and .... all pressure...
Many people say that pressure is good because can make a person to improve themselve...
yaya...that's right...but why i feel so tired???tml is holiday for heng ee student so just sit at there thinking it seriously...settle all that things...but everything is complicated...so what to do??
i already started feel tired to my life...when i can have a sleep? tired...tired...tired...

心情

今晚少了你的讯息陪伴，周围的气氛感觉冷淡，心突然痛了...
因为我的呼吸少了你的味道,感觉很淡很淡....
什么事又发生了...你不让我知道...你让你自己一个人孤独作战...
突然好想好想你...你到底在哪里...为何我闻不到你的气息...
我努力的撑着...不让自己疲惫...不让自己倒下....
但没了你...再多的耐力也已无意义...
想让你知道...爱你的心永远不会变...你是我的唯一的唯一...

21th day...

today everthg for me is going vey well...but wat a good wrong msg...my mood drop straightly frm high to low...i really dun understand...y ppl falling in love so easy..but i so difficult...i juz wanna a normal love...pass a normal life with my lover...haiz...i receive a wrong msg again...so wat can i say??i try dun wan drop tears again...yaya...i keep try n try...but i stil cant do it...gd nite n sweet dream....

20th day...

last nite b4 wanna sleep gastric pain plus the stupid guy disturd....how to sleep well leh...sleep liao wake up...keeping like this...haiz...go to school...try to concentrate la...try to be more 'jing sheng' la...but last nite i done eh thg...juz making the thing become worst n worst...i did wrong again...i should control myself...but i din do it...so u bring more troubles to her...but i reali not mean it...but all ald been too late...sorry ald become useless to her...today i really feel very down, but keep try smile out...try my best ald...today afternoon is the 1st time i din take a snap...when i lay on the bed, my mind just start thinking that thing and thinking of her...i love her...i dun wan to let go...so my tears start fall...try to stop...but juz out of my control...i'm serious...i really give u time to think...this time dun care of me...wat u wan just told me...i really dun wan see u unhappy n keep nervous...haiz...i just know now i will start keep my thing inside my heart...can accept eh cnt accept eh oso keep inside...i think thats will be better...trust really very important in our relationship...no secret in our life...try to accept wat i really cant accept...forget today...delete today memory...haiz...gd nite la...i think i will try my best la...accept all what i cant accept....sweet dream..tata..i love u, my darling!!

泪...流了...心...伤了...

也许我不容许我气馁，
也许我不容许我调眼泪，
但一切已变得无法再收拾，
我真的是第三者吗？
在别人的眼中，我是
但在我心中，我不是
试着入睡，试着不才去想，
但它总是喜欢想，想着想着。。。
第一滴泪流下了，接着第二第三。。。
泪流了证明心已伤了。。。。
开始后悔，后悔为何当初没有尽全力把你留下，
后悔就这样轻易把你放走，
对不起给不到你安慰，还让你受委屈。。。
我爱你是发出我的真心。。。